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Their long limbs, gently stretched for the past hour, now lie still, beginning the meditation.
It is then that I feel it. Deep down.
It isn't the inner peace that I've been searching for. There is no enlightenment, no nirvana, no spiritual awakening.
I try my hardest to refocus on my breath. In and out. In and out.
But it is no use. There is no meditative state for me tonight. The relaxation achieved from the past hour is now gone, replaced by a mounting anxiety.
It continues to stir inside. The feeling grows...
Oh my gawd. This is going to happen and there is not a damn thing I can do about it.
I let rip in to the silence of the yoga room.
The smell is thankfully masked my the feet of the woman in front of me. But her feet didn't just loudly herald their arrival so I'm not sure which is worse.
My saving grace is that I am in the back row and other than the women on either side of me no one would really be able to tell whose bottom trumpeted. Unless they turned around and noticed I was now the same colour as the beet red bolsters, of course.
The meditation is over and while the other women slowly rise from their unpronounceable yoga positions, I leap up, grab my keys and high tail it out of there to the safety of my car. Where I find the relaxation that was alluding me. Of course meaning I fart again.
Fuck, pregnancy is so glamorous.
Tell me where you've loudly bum trumpeted. Go on, it will make me feel better.